I’m 25 years old and live in the Nashville area. I have always been fascinated with freemasonry. When I was in high school and early in my college days, I spent hours reading the conspiracy theories and eventually closed the book on freemasonry due to my deep Christian beliefs (since the info on the internet usually associates freemasonry with anti christian doctrine).
I have recently begun to find myself interested yet again. This time around I have been less irresponsible in my studies, researching a few of the source documents and ignoring the creative works of the uninformed. I skimmed through both Morals and Dogma and Duncan’s Ritual of Freemasonry. In the beginning I was almost ready to request membership finding much of what I read very enticing. The thing is, as I began to read further and deeper I found several items that don’t sit well with me.
Which leads me to the core of this post. Obviously it isn’t written anywhere that freemasonry is anti Christian or Luciferian, but many of the items of study seem to parallel Aleister Crowley’s writings in his famous 777 among other left-handed patrons and I can’t help but see a parallel b/w the 18th degree and the order of the golden dawn. It seems like the areas of “knowledge” center around all of the pagan studies. It’s like the 32 SR degrees are an indepth study of everything religious outside of Christianity. Alchemy, Quabala, Astrology, etc…
I guess I’m just concerned. I have a real fascination with all of the areas of “knowledge” I just mentioned. And I really want to believe they don’t stand in contrast with my Biblical beliefs, however each of the areas of study are also the items left handed religions study and many of the symbols used are the same symbols they use. I guess the question I have is simply… why? If the organization really has no lefthanded doctrine why does it all seem to point to the same place? How can I, as strong Christian with a highly cognitive spirituality, commit myself to an organization that is said to be evil, doesn’t publicly deny such charges, and after an indepth study find the areas of “knowledge” to parallel that of the doctrine of many of the left-handed religions.
I guess I’m just looking for some clarification. I really am intrigued by the idea of freemasonry. I even find myself intrigued by the ancient studies that tend to stand in contrast to my beliefs. I guess that kinda scares me. I don’t know any freemasons to talk it through with and as of now I have decided to yet again shut the book on freemasonry. I guess I would just love to have a bit of informed clarification before I do so.
Thanks for having an open mind.
ciao,
Nashville Chris

